Saturday 12 June 2021

康复之旅第58天:2021年ˊ6月12日 - MCO 3.0 第38天 - 所谓FMCO第12天

 

Day 58 - 2021, June 12. FMCO Day 12th.

Impatience begins to flow into me, anyhow, it's the endless process to be persistent. Persistent with that dream, that vision. Just be yourself, delete old version of me, and create new version of me.

Be the youngster at the age 20s in your heart, it's an endless painful process. Just concentrate on myself, whichever other than my things, it's not necessary to please the others. As what stipulated in 自己的事,他人的事,老天爷的事。 As today is the last day of week 8th, 他人的事- I have be good to others, and week 9th - is a game changer point - 他人的事,随着6月12日这天12点凌晨-完全封锁。

Welcome week 9th - 2021 June 13 - 2021 June 19. A brand new one to please myself alone , and ignore the others. Depression comes from myself , that's true, but it partially originates from 40% to please others. To others, they don't give you a f***ing care , what's the point to care about it, and bring you to that disaster, which mainly caused by myself - old version of me too caring on others feelings, new version of me will do that back to others, not to revenge , but to love myself.

I myself deserve to love myself, so when later in future you meet the new version of me, don't tell me that I'm too harsh , don't too demanding. I'm now what I am , which the situation and others pushes me to change to new version of me.












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